Obsession Of Guys :O

Is it a bad thing to be obsessed with guys..?
Hmm I don't know, it could be their hair, their smile, personality.
Gosh who knows but it's just something about them that makes us girls drool :P.
Also why do some guys have that quality and others don't, and some girls like some guys which others don't. Hmm Life is confusing and I'm sitting here at the pc on New Years Eve telling the whole world my theory on guys & girls; well I will. Ok so I think that in a girls mind there is a little tiny switch that turns on when a sensor attracts it, But only certain types of sensors attract certain switches. Guys have a sensor obviously that attracts a variety of switches. So a really geeky girl and a really popular girl can both be attracted to an extremely hot emo guy :).
Well things worked in my brain...
Happy New Year people, may 2009 be filled with sensors and switches :).
-Peace.ox

:)

For once I can say that I am totally happy.
Well basically I'm just blogging to say happy new year, best wishes and blah blah blah.
...Make sure you do these things:
-Watch The Nightmare Before Christmas.
-Check out Billy Talent on YouTube.
-Hang out with your mates lots.
-Listen to a variety of music, Including classical it's the shizz.
-Make sure you go to the cinema and muck about loads.
-Have at least 500 fits of laughter.
-Drool over some fit people.
-Have fun.
-Enjoy life :)
-And don't forget to blog regularly
-Rate my blogs!
-Bebo, Facebook & Myspace me.
-Check your emails :)
-Msn me too.
-GET CREDIT (ok maybe thats just me)
-And try not too be too boy/girl obsessed..Not gonna happen
-Laugh at bullies & stand up for your friends
-Watch The Pick Of Destiny duh.
-And most importantly, be a cool kid.

.Peaceout.<3 Jess.ox

Check it out!

oooOOooo 
Check me out I have a fancy box that tells people what I'm listening to atm! 

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Yay.

-Peaceout.ox

Cool.

This week was good :)

For some reason...

It's kinda scaring me that nothing particularly bad actually happened.

Hmm :)

Yes I have nothing to blog about because I'm a boring person :O

-Peace Out.ox

Bury me alive!

Have you ever had the feeling of wanting to be buried alive. Yeah I have it right now. To be honest everything would be ok if I just dug myself a hole got inside and threw loads of dirt ontop.

Lately,,,

Ok so I spent ages doing my art homework, as in 2 and a half hours and I have a feeling the teacher will say it's not good enough. Which will make me a tad pissed off considering how much work Ive put into it. This is so weird, lately I haven't been into listening to music at all. For some reason I completely went off it like it sort of annoyed me when it was on! Luckly it's all good and I'm listening to some good music :). I feel happy today! Woo.

Err Headphones I guess :)

So sometimes I think it's great just to plug my headphones in put some awesome tunes on and just listen and msn, seriously it's great to have a break once in a while. This year ive broken so many headphones. I'm lucky I found my current pair even though a wire is not connected properly which meant I had to tape the wire in the correct place to make sure it works :).

At the moment I'm actually listening to Hawthorne Heights which are a great band because the lyrics in their songs are amazing and can really relate to how I feel. 'These colours will not change, you change the way I see them' This is one of my favourite lines in the song, Saying Sorry - Hawthorne Heights, because it's about how you see situations, what people say to you, your opinions and feelings. It shows how one person can change how you feel about all of those things.

-Peace Out. Jess.ox.

Exam.

Ok so the exam didn't go as bad as I thought it would, But saying that Ive probably got them all wrong! People kept asking how I thought I did but to be honest you can't say because the easier the questions the more marks you need for a pass, the harder the questions the less you need for a pass. What I thought was kinda funny, the first question about something we spent 5 Min's on in class no one in my class had any idea what the answer was. It was unfortunate considering it was first because then I thought the rest of the exam would be hard, but it wasn't too bad. The hardest part now will be realising that Ive answered questions wrong!

-Peace out.Jess.ox

These few days,

Oh my god. Ok serious need to blog. Everything in these past few days has gone completely wrong. Ive lost friends regained them, and realised who I love the most. I can't keep my mind off him. Tis not fair cause we live too far away and I'm not sure if it would work. I miss how things used to always seem so perfect when I was little, and all of the sudden everything seems so messed up and blurred. Sometimes I wonder if it is even possible to hate school so much? I mean we have no lessons that are actually interesting anymore, and what makes this worse is that if we want a decent job we have to stay on at sixth form, college, university and so on. Which is going to take so much of my life up. With all the homework I barely get time to do anything I want. How can I ever expect to improve my skateboarding skills when I have to do coursework, revise and keep up with friends. I think wishing on a star would be the best bet, I wish everything was ok again, like it was when I was little but more sophisticated.

-Peace.Jess.ox

Grr.

Life is bad at the moment, it's so boring and worthless.
Nothing makes it worthwhile.
I want to go shopping lol.
Nihilist, look it up.
-Jess...ox Peace out?

Hmm...

I don't have much to say,
Just listen to One - Metallica, not the lyrics the guitar and drumming tells you how I'm feeling :)
Arrrgghh Is it just me or is coursework so boring.
:P Happy happy lawl!
-Jess...ox

Half Term Already, WHAT?!

The first half term of year 10 is already finished. I could never have imagined how hard and much coursework we would have. Well compared to last school year we had about 3 pieces a week at the start of the year, and then towards the end it would be about 1 piece a week sometimes going though weeks without any homework. But now it's just suddenly coursework all the time, no break at all! And what makes it worse is no lesson is a doss, all of them you have to work to your best ability to achieve maximum results. Ahh. Have you ever noticed how primary school goes so slow and the years just seem to drag on and on, whereas when you get to highschool year 7 goes pretty fast aka double the speed of primary school! Then year 8 is like woah compared to year 7 and year 9 is just a blurr. But we have only just started year 10 and it's already half term. Even though the days drag on forever when me and my mates look back on the week it's gone so fast. Like Monday & Tuesday last forever when you get to bus lanes Wednesday it's almost the end of the week and on Friday there is such relif everyone is so happy just to go home and have a rest for the week :). Seeing as it was the end of school for a week everyone was so happy in bus lanes! It was pretty awesome. Hopefully me and my friends will do tons in the half term holidays cause we need to make the most of the time we have in between coursework and h.a.t.s and dance. Chessington soon which should be good and at some point in the holiday we should all be going shopping. Should be good cause we can get eachothers opinions on clothes we choose instead of Mum's or worse Dad's opinions (not that we listen anyway) Yeah so this half term should be good :).
P.s. Short shorts are the new thing even though they make you freeze in the winter months.
-Lurrrvee Jess...oxox

No title needed...

Nothing much happened again...
I have a cold. And it's not even properly into winter yet which means it's going to get freezing. Oh well just another excuse to wear a hoodie :)
-Jess...ox

oooOooo Well this week was fun?!

Tons to write about for once. Yay. lol!
Anyway:
On Thursday 9th October 2008, Youth Club was the most funniest it's ever been. Seriously It couldn't get much better. What with the chips, and skateboarding outside aldi lol! Shame that the video won't upload. But honestly the ghost at the Youth Club sound's scary as, I think me & Laura & Bex should video us talking to it and put it on Youtube. Then I realised it's probably not a good idea seeing as the Youtube viewer's would probably call it 'fake' and 'that's rubbish'. I don't want hate comments! lol.
It's the trip to Chessington soon, like 3 weeksish. Can't wait seriously wouldn't it be so much cheaper to take your own on ride photo's? You know just get your phone out and video yourself and friend's on the ride. Then edit it on the pc to make a still? lol :)
Well that's all.

-Jess...x

Phew.

I'm not emo.
Wooo I'm saved.
Totally happy.
Awesome.
:) Not much.
Peace out.
-Jess..x

Emo...

Ok this is scary...
I think I'm turning Emo again :(
Which sucks cause being sad all the time is so depressing.
GCSE's are really hard, ahhhh.
Someone save me please!
-Jess...x

Ever had nothing to blog about?

So have you ever had nothing to blog about?
Ok, well my weekend was pretty normal.
Saturday Morning:
Get up proper early (for me anyway) go to dance which lasts 2 hours ish.
Saturday Afternoon:
Get home from dance, go on the pc. Check emails & see if anyone is online that I want to talk to.
Go on Bebo and look though the changes - click on a few of them. Give some people Bebo luv. By this time it's about 1pmish. Realise I have a ton of homework and i'm going out tonight so I have to hurry up and do the homework so I have time to get ready and so so. Start to do homework whilst sitting at the pc. Someone awesome signs online and they distract me for about 15mins when I realise i'm ment to be doing homework. This is when I put my status on busy but I still talk to the awesome person :). Get ready to go to the band thing...
Saturday Evening:
Go to Bex's house to find her and Anna spinning round on the computer chairs really hyper. We muck around for a bit, update on what's happened today. Then we get in the car and go to the band thing. Corr some fit bands.
Sunday Morning:
Get in car to go back! Stop off and get chips :P
Go back and talk about guys. Fall asleep.
WAKE UP - 5 mins after I fell asleep (Couldn't sleep)
Wait about 6 hours for Anna & Bex to wake up.
Anna & Bex wake up.. We talk some more.
Sunday Afternoon:
Go home, check emails (5 emails over night yay!)
Do boring homework.
Blog.
Well I told you I had nothing to Blog about.
-Peace out .Jess.x

Todayage.

ICT was so funny, Daniel makes me laugh so much.
Seriously it's like everything he does goes wrong! Ok so he was doing his poster and he printed it and a whole load of random pages came out with it, so we were like what the hell and just threw them wherever. Then I read his poster and he had only changed a bit of it, most of it was the example layout. LOL! Yeah that was funny, so he changed it and re printed it and the random pages came out again. So I was like let me look at your computer *looks at Daniels computer* What the hell you have like a 15 page leaflet. So funny.
The in form I had this awesome neon pink paper clip and Connor (Year 7) being a idiot stole it. I wasn't listening to him and he said if you pick it up then you love me, so I picked it up cause I wasn't listening and he was like 'ooooOOOoo you love me' and Ashley was like 'Love at first sight' grr. Now Connor thinks we go out ahhhhhh. Help me. Seriously he is so annoying why would I even think about going out with a year 7 who plays with teddy's?
-Jess...x

Blogger time :)

Sorry for not blogging in a while!
Anyway year 10 is pretty rubbish, every lesson seems boring as.
Even art is kinda boring...
I mean telling the truth, my art teacher tells us all how to do everything and most of the time it is helpful, but being honest I have never seen her draw any of the stuff she expects us to draw! Yeah sometimes she helps us with our work and draws a bit for us, but it would be nice to see her drawings. You know what I mean.
Also English seems like year 7. An I don't mean a few lessons feel like year 7 but every fu*king lesson seems to take us back in the past. Who wants to sing 'Land of hope and glory' in class, there is a reason why some of us dropped music you know. Yeah it can be a laugh but we are meant to be doing English lit not media so why are we 'singing' along to songs and watching speeches about 'women turning the world right side up again'? Grr. To be honest I would rather read a Shakespeare play!
All our homework takes forever. Well actually drags on forever and then you fall asleep with boredom wondering why the hell you are bothering to actually do this, then you realise it's part of your coursework so you concentrate and then you realise you have made a stupid mistake like not including quotes or you didn't draw it in pencil you drew it in pen. Which means starting all over again taking double the time checking you don't make anymore mistakes.
This year is going to last forever it's only like our 2nd week back :(.
-Jess...x

School...

First day of school, And we already have coursework :(
I'm really not ready for gcse's and I can't do it!
Help.
I'm lonely & cold :(
-Jess...x

Thee 2nd Of September '08

Today I went school shoe shopping which was very boring and all the shoes were ugly. Except these awesome designer ones. I got my hair done again today, It's cut kinda different but it looks so awesome! School on Thursday... I guess it will be fun seeing all my mates again. Hmm nothing to write about. Later...
- Jess...x

Zoo.

Today I went to the zoo with my best mate in the whole wide world Bex (she made me write that)
Yeah we saw a lot of fit guys. Yay. The animals were good too but wouldn't it be better if the guys were the ones in the cages? eh? Ok today was like the day we realised how many people can be stupid enough to stop in the middle of the path for no reason. It is really annoying because you end up walking in squiggly lines because ignorant people can't be bothered to walk to the edge of the path. Grrrr people these days honestly. Also how many people have prams! I mean there are all these hills at Colchester Zoo and babies (aka under 5) get the easy life. They sit there for hours on end being pushed around not having to walk up hills or move. It must be fun having a personal elevator. Electric wheelchairs must be fun, I reckon half the people with those things have them for the hell of it. Honestly how many people with them look disabled? Yeah anyway back to the zoo, well its hard enough to take a photo of a moving animal but the reflection on the glass I mean grrr. When the lady behind you spoils the picture you just took of a sea lion. Hmph. This is appalling behaviour considering most of the restaurants were closed including 'Chip & Dip' Which I really wanted, who doesn't want ketchup & chips? Yeah. People annoy me.
Ok I'm off...Laterz x
...Jess & Bex Tooo! =] x

About Me...x

So I guess I should introduce myself.
Well I'm Jess, my full name is Jessica Aimee Crosby which I think is pretty awesome. I'm almost 15 and when we go back to school I will be year 10 (ahh). For gcse's I'm taking graphics, art and ict. I don't have a clue what I'm going to be when I'm older, but I'm planning to go to sixth form then college. I am part of a theatrical group which is awesome because you get to meet tons of new people and you don't just learn about acting, singing and dancing you also learn about scripts, stage directions, lighting, costumes and make up. In my spare time I hang out with mates and go on the computer (a lot). I love skateboarding even though i'm not very good. I have an awesome gang of my best mates ever, they rock my socks really they do. I will try almost anything as long as it doesn't involve bugs mostly butterflies cause they scare me.

-Jess

Finally

Ok so after months of searching for a website which is good enough to post blogs on, Blogger finally showed up! Yay! Actually I'm surprised that I haven't spotted it before seeing as a lot of the images on google are from Blogger. So this is just a starting blog...
I can't wait for all my friends to get Blogger!