Err Headphones I guess :)

So sometimes I think it's great just to plug my headphones in put some awesome tunes on and just listen and msn, seriously it's great to have a break once in a while. This year ive broken so many headphones. I'm lucky I found my current pair even though a wire is not connected properly which meant I had to tape the wire in the correct place to make sure it works :).

At the moment I'm actually listening to Hawthorne Heights which are a great band because the lyrics in their songs are amazing and can really relate to how I feel. 'These colours will not change, you change the way I see them' This is one of my favourite lines in the song, Saying Sorry - Hawthorne Heights, because it's about how you see situations, what people say to you, your opinions and feelings. It shows how one person can change how you feel about all of those things.

-Peace Out. Jess.ox.

Exam.

Ok so the exam didn't go as bad as I thought it would, But saying that Ive probably got them all wrong! People kept asking how I thought I did but to be honest you can't say because the easier the questions the more marks you need for a pass, the harder the questions the less you need for a pass. What I thought was kinda funny, the first question about something we spent 5 Min's on in class no one in my class had any idea what the answer was. It was unfortunate considering it was first because then I thought the rest of the exam would be hard, but it wasn't too bad. The hardest part now will be realising that Ive answered questions wrong!

-Peace out.Jess.ox

These few days,

Oh my god. Ok serious need to blog. Everything in these past few days has gone completely wrong. Ive lost friends regained them, and realised who I love the most. I can't keep my mind off him. Tis not fair cause we live too far away and I'm not sure if it would work. I miss how things used to always seem so perfect when I was little, and all of the sudden everything seems so messed up and blurred. Sometimes I wonder if it is even possible to hate school so much? I mean we have no lessons that are actually interesting anymore, and what makes this worse is that if we want a decent job we have to stay on at sixth form, college, university and so on. Which is going to take so much of my life up. With all the homework I barely get time to do anything I want. How can I ever expect to improve my skateboarding skills when I have to do coursework, revise and keep up with friends. I think wishing on a star would be the best bet, I wish everything was ok again, like it was when I was little but more sophisticated.

-Peace.Jess.ox

Grr.

Life is bad at the moment, it's so boring and worthless.
Nothing makes it worthwhile.
I want to go shopping lol.
Nihilist, look it up.
-Jess...ox Peace out?

Hmm...

I don't have much to say,
Just listen to One - Metallica, not the lyrics the guitar and drumming tells you how I'm feeling :)
Arrrgghh Is it just me or is coursework so boring.
:P Happy happy lawl!
-Jess...ox