-Peace.Jess.ox
Tuesday, 18 November 2008
These few days,
Oh my god. Ok serious need to blog. Everything in these past few days has gone completely wrong. Ive lost friends regained them, and realised who I love the most. I can't keep my mind off him. Tis not fair cause we live too far away and I'm not sure if it would work. I miss how things used to always seem so perfect when I was little, and all of the sudden everything seems so messed up and blurred. Sometimes I wonder if it is even possible to hate school so much? I mean we have no lessons that are actually interesting anymore, and what makes this worse is that if we want a decent job we have to stay on at sixth form, college, university and so on. Which is going to take so much of my life up. With all the homework I barely get time to do anything I want. How can I ever expect to improve my skateboarding skills when I have to do coursework, revise and keep up with friends. I think wishing on a star would be the best bet, I wish everything was ok again, like it was when I was little but more sophisticated.
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long distance relationships are very hard but i had a wonderful relationship with a girl who lived some 120 miles from me. we're not together now and i think its because of the distance...
trust me you NEED to stay on at college. this day and age anyway. i left college twice because i was too stoned to concentrate. now i'm 19, unemployed and wish i could go back to college.
stick at it :P x
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